Class humanity and society conformation

Class: Yesh! I felt like a bit of my humanity was seeping back into me today... ^^;; Okay, I felt bad when my buddy-class came in for programming prac... cause I wasn't sitting with Jon & co for the first time these 2 weeks... It's absolutely NOT because booth duty was over. I don't know... I just found someone I could hang out with in my class and just managed to stick with him at lunch... *sigh* It was... rather quiet, actually. Never felt so quiet during pracs before for some odd reason. Or maybe that was because of Shawn (one of my buddy-classmates) always being somewhere in the vicinity. ^^;;

Humanity: Okay, to the explanation... I left the com lab at 5.15or so... Which was a good 1 hour and 15 minutes longer than practical. And I spent (more than?) half of my time in the lab helping my friends ^^ Heheh, I felt like I had been transported back to a year ago~ When everything was nice and good and happy in class ^^;; And my 'constant' in class may just have revealed itself, now that Chelsea's no longer with me (sigh) ... Just maybe.

On a side note...: Is it really that great to conform to society's expectations, and misled mindsets of women and whatever else? I mean, look at the ads you stumble upon everytime you surf... "Hey, look. This woman was what, 80kg before, now she's 50!" Amazing, don't you think? What will! What perseverance! What bullshit! -_-" Sorry... I mean, okay, it _is_ rather admirable of her to be able to lose so much weight... It's not the process of losing weight that I'm pissed over. It's the fact that men seem to like girls skinny now, so everyone promptly becomes skinny. Like, if the lady looks like she'll be a healthy weight at 52, she has to be 45kg. Whyever so? o.O You're not on this earth to be eye candy... *coughs* At least, not on purpose... *coughbishiescough* you're not here to try to seduce every man or women on earth either right? Hm. Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.


Signing off... ... (rattling on)

P&P and BFs

Pride and prejudice: Yepz, I watched it twice over the weekend and had to return it on monday... Darn. sigh. Will be keeping an eye out for the VCD from now on... >_<>_< Anyway, you see the pattern? Snarry and now this? Much similarities don't you think? ;) Heh. Probably still love Snarry more though... =P

BFs: Gah. It must be some kinda virus spreading throughout the world... I've had a million people asking me 'Is there any guy you like?' or 'Do you have a bf?' or stuff along those lines the past week (okay, I'm exaggerating... maybe about 5 - 10?) For the last time, no. >_<


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First week of school and cBoard

Fri - best day of the week: Yippee!! Heheh, yest was really the best I felt in my entire week~ Didn't really feel like the odd one out in school, left school early (like at 3+, the earliest ever in months!) and had my GEM, Mathematical puzzles and games, which was like ultra fun and I actually found quite a few of my friends!! =D=D But hm, now that it's no longer Friday, I feel extremely guilty cause of a lot of things... Sigh. Ah well. But for now, my GEM class will be my anchor for the week~ ^^

cBoard: Yepz, changed my tagboard ^^;; Thanks to Jonathan! Now you can err... bold or italise your words, or add colour to it if I'm not wrong ^^;; Hm. From now on i'll use 'Yuuki' in the taggy instead of chan ^^ If the colour combi looks bad tell me k? I kinda err, still suck at colour combis... Ah well.

Photo-essay result and prize: I'm not sure if I blogged about this before... but I entered the Japanese photo essay competition sometime in nov/dec if I'm not wrong... and well. Got the first prize for my category cause I was the only one that participated in it -_-" Anyway, one of my clubmates, Gary, accompanied me to collect my prizes on Wed I think, and I got myself some kino vouchers and stuff~ ^^ Heehee. Gonna get myself an organiser so I can actually start managing my life well. ^^;; Or as well as possible.

Bad memory: Err, actually wanted to blog 'bout a load of other stuff, but I kinda forgot a good 3/4 of it... So I guess this'll haveta do ^^;;


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Mistaken Identity

Class: Gah, screw my previous post. Something screwed up with the system beforehand and I didn't check again... I'm not in the class I thought I was in. So I'm still with the guys from the class I was in last year. *sighs* Ah well. So much for good influence and breaking out of my shell. In lectures I feel like I'm running over to the other class... and still feel out of place... Complicated. Ultra complicated... >_<

Disconnection and stress: Now my class has a clash of my class and club people... and I'm not liking it. It sends my emotions on a roller coaster ride and makes me feel split. Like I'm getting stretched more and more each session, and am not sure whether I can stay in one piece. I'm trying to step out of my safe zone, and the transition is the cause of the stretching. If I manage to make a successful transition, I'll be tired, but happy. But if I fail....... I'll get torn. That won't be pretty. I've been feeling super suffocated and distressed... and guess what? It's only the second day of school! -_-" Stress.


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Camp, class & quiz

Heyz people!! Just nicked this test thingy from Jonathan's blog... Hm. One or two sections may be inaccurate though... *coughs* That probably resulted from my lack of understanding for some of the questions... ^^;; Ah well... Mouse over the different sections to see what it represents.



School start!!: Sigh, school starts on monday... So much for the hols... I haven't really had a day of rest yet... Hopefully that'll change from tomorrow ^^;;;

Class: Okiez, I'm quite glad~ I'm in the same class as Jonathan, SQ and Shawn... Basically the smart people and those I can communicate with. ^^ That's... well. Good. I need the good influence. And they can basically kick me back into reality and in worst cases cause me to hide in one corner as I realise how little I know... ^^;; _That's_ how good they are. Ah well... Jonathan's the only one that managed to maintain his aggregate of 4.0... SQ didn't maintain, but still got higher than me... And Shawn? He's good in everything else =S Those are the same 3 that made it into CYA (Changi Youth Ambassadors) while I got kicked out... >_< Is that good or bad?

Camp: Yesh, FO Camp is FINALLY over!! I feel so bad though!! I fell asleep during one of the night activities at like 1am? And only woke up at like 5am... like what, an hour before the activity ended? Sigh... Basically I made myself useless during camp... BUT!!! It was still fun!! ^^;; I really did much less than what I expected myself to do... Drained myself of all energy and went below expectations... but, it was fun. ^_^


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Haircut and camp and cosplay plans and results

Heyz...

Test, again: Hm, when I did the animal test again a month ago or so I got a slightly different result......

You Are A: Duckling!

The cutest of the cute, these baby ducks are often spotted in the spring following closely behind their mother. As a duckling you will grow up quickly, becoming one of the adult ducks seen commonly in ponds and streams. Playful and timid, charming and vulnerable, ducklings are nature's very definition of innocence.

You were almost a: Chipmunk or a Lamb
You are least like a: Bear Cub or a Puppy

What Cute Animal Are You?

Cosplay: WHEE!!! Cosplay coming up again!! As in, in a group~ OMG can't wait~~~ Will be doing Bleach with Skye and Ignited for EoY... As for Cosfest... I guess I'll just go with Howl... Gah, a Howl without earrings... and without a Sophie... ='( Hope I don't screw it up this time...... Need to dig my previous golden chain out again for my necklace...

Camp: Prep camp will be this wed... till sat, then the real camp will be on the 6th... Omg, busy busy busy... Don't really know whether I'm looking forward to camp or not ^^;;; Throat screwing up again... >_<>

Slippers: Heheh, I suddenly got 2 new slippers that look... well, like they're meant to be worn out. In other words, girly. Hm. One of them is okay ^^;; the other one I'm bringing to camp... OMG the horror... It's a flip flop you know!! *dies* It's gonna be ubber uncomfortable. And noisy. Gah.

My hair: WAH I went for a haircut and it's now SHORT!! Crap!!! And like ALL my rebonded hair is like cut off. But at least it looks better than before sec 4... All my close friends and sec school friends will know... And jap class friends... Gosh, but at least it's err, slightly tie-able (is there even such a word??). It's like wavy everywhere and pong-ing everywhere. Never had short hair since what, primary 2? And I can still remember my teachers' reactions: "Angeline, did you perm your hair??", "Angeline, you know that perming is not allowed right?" Oh gosh. Let's hope history doesn't repeat itself...

My results: Err, got my results back... =S Was in trauma and shock... And so disappointed with myself... I got a B and a B+... Which means my Grade Point Average (GPA) got reduced from 4 to 3.8+ (the higher the better)... And I'm the worst out of my friends who got 4 last sem too... But after much scoldings and encouragement (from 'manda) I've decided... I'M GONNA COME BACK STRONG THE NEXT SEM AND (although I know I can never be at the top again) STOP SLACKING!! SCREW THEM!! SCREW THOSE WHO PUT ME DOWN!! I'M COMIN BACK!! >_<

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What cute animal are you?

Heyz- Just here to post some weird quiz I did ^^;; Got it off William's blog =P

You Are A: Lamb!

Peaceful and gentle, lambs have been used in religious imagery for millennia. Lambs are baby sheep, an animal tended by shephards since the dawn of history. As a lamb, you tend to stay together in a flock and graze on grassy land. Lambs don't mind being led and tend not to go off on their own.

You were almost a: Monkey or a Duck
You are least like a: Squirrel or a BunnyWhat Cute Animal Are You?

Fun-o-rama: Yep, went for fun-o-rama like a week ago, but was too lazy to blog about it. It was... fun. ^_^ Saw the ENTIRE RHOMBUS!!!! *bounces around* Walked around with 'manda, and we spent all our coupons on food *drools* Good food, too ;)

Saw the other 'manda, and we were like... err. Threatened. To go for her class' Haunted house thing ^^;; She kinda toppled a can of drink along the way and we took that chance to scamper. *coughs* Ah well. We didn't have enough dough for that attraction, couldn't blame us >_<

Was really great fun that day~ =)

Exams: Gah. 2 more exams to go... Ends on wed~ Yippee! =D *sighs* But then again I haven't studied for them =S So *coughs* Guess there's really nothing for me to be so happy about. *feels guilty* Okok, shall go study now...

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The pillar

The strong Pillar
Stands alone
in the middle of the open space.

Reaching the skies
disappearing through the clouds,
Towering over the people of the town.

Sudden gusts of wind
Blow
in all directions.

And the Pillar
Wobbles
to and fro.

No longer Strong and
Powerful.

Another storm blows
with Strong Gusts of Wind
and It finally
Breaks.

Over it Topples,
Falling closer and
Closer to Earth with increasing
Speed.

No one to stop the fall
as the pillar
succumbs to gravity
and pressure.

It falls,
with a Thundering Thud
as It Hits
the ground.

Beaten, and
Worn out.
no longer strong,
no longer tall.

Finally defeated,
the pillar lies still,
Alone
in the open space.


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JAE n disappointment

Yepz wanted to blog about today~

JAE duty: YEAH this was so much more fun than the CCF (course and career fair) that I helped out at the other time... Cause we just had to stick to our booth. ^^ And no stupid flyers to give out~ I got sick of standing around and doing nothing and getting all my favourite 'customers' (those asking about the game diploma) stolen by other helpers or lecturers after 11am, so I ended up whining to the other helpers. Err, kinda ^^;;

I told my friend too (one of those who stole my game customer) that I wanted to try to handle the next game enquiry if possible. After that, most of the group starting helping me to look out for 'customers', especially the girls ^^ Kinda embarassing, actually, cause one of them would suddenly scream "Angeline!! Game!", and then smile at the parents and continue, "You can ask her." ^^;;; Gosh, so embarassing!! Obviously everytime I hear that I'd like run over ^^;;

But it was really fun, and I felt so useful after that ^_^ Sadly everyone was leaving at 1, so I left with them too. Wanted to stay a little longer to see if Lace was coming, but she didn't, anyway ^^;; Ah well.

Food: Stuffed myself with lotsa food. Went for 2 rounds of the buffet teabreak during my duty, went for lunch at LJS and ate food enough for like 1 and a half people (cause the half was from one of my friends who couldn't finish her food). Went for jap class, ate some more, felt sick, returned home, and ate dinner. Oh gosh =S My poor tummy.

Disappointment: The _only_ disappointment of the day I guess. Some idiot, whom I shall call guy Z, kept smsing me disturbing messages throughout the day and refused to stop. Got darn pissed. Smsed Amanda about stuff-- After that, everytime I saw 'new message' I will start hoping that the name attached to it would be 'Allamanda', but well. It wasn't most of the time ^^; Got rather frustrated and irritated and disgusted cause more often than not guy Z's name would be the one attached to the message.

Ah well: The ONLY downside and wet blanket to the entire day. Sigh. Other than that, I had a great day. Saw Desiree and Nina on my way back from class too~ ^^Talked to Desiree. Martina was with her- wanted to say hi but she like saw me, looked awkward, and looked away. ;;;;;; Ah well. Loved everything today save for the harassing messages. Loved the duty, loved the food, loved the people, loved the other messages received, loved jap class (though I almost fell asleep a couple of times), loved my trip back from class, loved lunch, and dinner~

Great day, today.


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HeyZ~ I'm BACK! ^^;; Okay, on with the updating~ I know many of you probably like gave up checking my blog and everything ^^;; Thanks for checking again!

CYA failure: CYA = Changi Youth Ambassador. Okay, I failed the interview, so I didn't manage to get in... ^^;; My mum told me that it was probably because of my sickness that day and joked about me probably coughing too much and talking too softly so they decided not to choose me. I guess it's true that being sick might have affected me a bit that day, but I think it just shows that I'm not cut out for those kinda outgoing jobs-- Unless I'm totally not nervous or someone in my team screws up in front of me. Thank goodness I chose IT~ ^^ I'd die in like... sales or business or something ^^;;; Ah well.

Assignments: Screwed. Screwed up everything big time this semester. My programming teacher was 'disappointed' in 2 of my works so far... Err, and there only has been 2 passed up. *wonders* If that isn't screwed, I dunno what is. That's my best subject, by the way. The rest is like... errrrr... no better.... Millions of assignments gonna be due within the next week and the week after that should be my exam week. *shudders* Wish me luck~!

CCA: Oh gosh, busy busy busy. I have neglected 2 out of 3 of my duties cause of other briefings and stuff I have at the exact same time. Neglected my duty as a treasurer for some time too... Also neglected my part in one of my assignments... Gosh, so so so guilty... Gonna start bucking up from now!!

Skye came!: Skye came to my school to sell fun-o-rama tickets~ It was rather funny ^^;; I ran out of the class to meet her (and told chelsea to call me straightaway if it was our turn for the interview) and then walked around and bought a plate of food with her. Then, we went to buy a drink. Even before I could eat my food, Chelsea called, and said 'she said you better come back now' or something like that... so it meant that the teacher had been waiting for some time now. I ran all the way back up, and Chelsea told me that she thought I was with a junior so she wanted to give me more time... -_-;; Hm. Right... Just glad we didn't get into trouble.

Anyway, after that, I used the fact that I had left all my stuff downstairs as a reason and trotted back down to the foodcourt (ran, more like) to finish eating my food and to talk to Skye a little longer. After realising that I had missed like a third of the lesson, I ran back up, again. All the in-between times when I tried to ask some people I know whether they were interested to go for the fun-o-rama err. Skye kinda scared some off with her enthusiasm ^^;; I thought it was funny to see my friends scampering away~ Heheheh... Some guy.

Then apologised to my duty mates, walked Skye and company to the MRT on the way to LT1 and then had a boring briefing, where the PA system kept screwing up and making weird noises. Rather interesting. ;)

Quotations: We had to settle some T-shirt quotations for my CCA, and we had some problems getting our hands on the design... Once we did, we headed down to the T-shirt company, got lost, liased with the assistant, left cause the boss wasn't there, and headed back to school for the proposal-making, where all of us sat there redundantly. Hm.

50% childish?: Yes, that's about the normal rate for the guys in my school. Sad, ain't it. Ah well. Might be more, who knows. I'm giving a large amount the benifit of the doubt. Only 20% I can communicate really well with. 80% use hokkien vulgarities, 3/4 speak in chinese, and well... Can't really remember any more ^^;; I can feel the communication breakdown really strongly. *shudders*

Fun-o-rama: Currently don't really have people to go with me... If you're interested tell me kay?? 18 feb 9 - 6, but i'll only be going lie after 12 or sth...


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Left behind

A year: It feels like it's been a million and one days since I left SC, when it's been only about a year. 366 days ago I stepped into NYJC feeling slightly apprehensive, but excited. Approximately 4 or 5 months later, I entered SP, feeling utterly freaked. Half a year I've been in SP, and all my friends (those in JC at least) have entered year 2.

Stuck: I feel stunted, still being in year 1. All of us left school at the same time, yet somehow I feel like everyone's moving ahead on a bullet train while I'm on a bus, stuck in a traffic jam. There's still the phone to communicate, but the routes and everything are different, and I can only feel like I'm moving further and further away from everyone every single day.

My brainpower's deteoriating, my determination, though stregthened during my first semester, is slowly withering now. The stress and feeling of being used by my own classmates are slowly gnawing at my patience and extinguishing my fire.

Ladder: A few weeks ago I wrote something in class about a ladder - how I felt that a lot of friends, who were once alongside me, were moving up and up the ladder, while I stop and turn back, noticing that my other friends are still below. I wondered then, whether I should continue on up or go back down to help my friends up. Since then, I still haven't made my decision, and am still stuck in the middle. The slower ones catching up with me, and the ones alongside me moving on and leaving me behind. That's _exactly_ how I feel now.

New Year: The new year is supposed to mark a new beginning, a time where you can make your decisions and resolutions and work on them- To me now, though, it's nothing more than a distraction to my studies and a reminder of how I chose the rocky road instead of the main one.

Good luck!: For those who are in JC, I wish you all good luck in the coming year in your As!! And yes, HAPPY belated NEW YEAR!


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Bag and keychain, and MSTs begin.

I'm starting to feel extremely frustrated.

MSTs: My Mid-semester tests (MSTs) started on Tuesday, and the last two papers have been utter crap. I can't believe I lost like 10 marks at a time... I don't think I will be able to get good marks for those two papers anymore...... ='( Tomorrow's my best subject, but somehow, from the way things are going, I feel like it won't be good. Since today's paper, I've had a strong sense of foreboding come over me. If I can't score for the next 2 papers.... *shudders* I don't really want to think about it. The only good thing is that there's still the end-of-module examinations to pull me up. That is, if I do well in those. *sighs*

Unlucky stuff: Okay, first. Most know that my pencil box is gone... The pencil box that my brother gave me and I loved a lot. Along with my thumbdrive. My pencil box had my lucky neoprints and stuff in it, and was what sat with me through my Os, and my 1st sem tests. That was ookkayyy. After all I still had my bag and the keychain Skye gave me.

Right. After I came back from KL a few days ago, there was a slit in the back of the bag. Now, the slit stretches across the entire back. Which means that it's falling apart. Then the keychain... This morning before i sat for my test, I held my keychain like I always do. Then I realised that it felt... weird. I looked down, and waddya know? The wing that was attached to the bottom had... well. detached itself. No matter how I tried to look for it I couldn't find it. Sigh. It was like my lucky charm since I got it, and meant a lot to me.

I know it sounds funny to be mourning over all this, but to me they're all rather precious and I don't know if I'm just being silly, but it feels like some kind of premonition.

I guess I'll just have to cross my fingers and hope everything will turn out all right.


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Clearing things up,

Heyz people~ ^^

Clearing things up: To annony, I forgot to add-- There's a difference between 'untactful' and 'joking'. I'm sure you can tell them apart-- Thanks for understanding, in advance. That aside.......

Busy busy: Sighz, so much homework, asignments, projects, meetings and other stuff these two weeks-- So much for e-learning week. Too much stuff, and server jam. Ah well. ^^;; Ended up going back to school everyday for the past few days, and had activities yesterday from 9am to 10pm yesterday... Was dead beat-- But the volunteer work part was fun~ Had lots and LOTS of fun during that 5 hours with Jonathan and Shawn. And I made a new friend with this guy called Vivek~ ^^

Wishing Tree Launch: Yep, that was the volunteer work thingy~ There were like santa clauses (?), cute reindeers and an elf running around~ Darn cute!!! The santa clauses were like carrying sacks and giving out presents to kids and everything-- ^^ And then there was the performance, where we could slack and watch the show~ GOSH THE PERFORMERS WERE GOOD!! =^^= Got quite crappy and hyper and jumpy~ Heheh, had lots of fun~ Shawn taught Vivek to suck in helium and talk in that high-pitched voice, and made me laugh non-stop. Hadn't felt so relaxed and happy in some time~ =D

Short fuse? Or no?: Recently I've been wondering if I've been getting an extremely short fuse... Thought and thought about it, but I realised that I'm only so to a minority who are out irritate me all the time-- Only realised that today when I realised how much fun I had yesterday, even though I met so many people. Realised the reason too. I'm still struggling to learn how to deal with people who (constantly) step over the line. I never knew anyone who did that in the past, so it's still rather foreign to me. Much to learn I guess ^^;;

Christmas!: Yesh Christmas is coming!! The only bad thing is that I may very well only be doing some of my Christmas shopping after Christmas =S That is. Well. Not good. =( Ah well. But never mind, I'll figure something out~ =) CHRISTMAS TIME~ ^^ Heehee~

CF: ComicFiesta was like... last week. Couldn't go _again_. Sigh. In my entire cosplay career, not once have I gone for ComicFiesta. Missing out on a lot. Ah well. Next time, perhaps, maybe I'll be able to~ ^^ Welcome back Skye!! ^^

Malaysia trips: I'll be going to Malaysia with my family sometime next week if I'm not wrong ^^ Hope to have lotsa fun then~ But the downside would be that I'll be trudging my textbooks along to study for my Mid-Semester Tests-- Ah well.


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Regret

Regrets: The one thing I've regretted really badly is that I didn't enjoy myself thoroughly during the EOY event... It was something I have been waiting for for a YEAR and I didn't enjoy myself thoroughly. Didn't move around that much, not much pictures taken... Didn't pose much... Didn't stalk much... Didn't buy much... I spent half the time on the floor dammit. Why was I that dumb?

The taste of regret is really really bitter, and it's been weighing my heart down since Saturday... At least I learned one thing-- I will never repeat my mistake again... My poor Yukino.......


Signing off......

AsuCaga photoshoot

Summary: Okay, today was basically, lousy mood, better mood, good mood, GREAT mood, good mood, bad mood.

AsuCaga photoshoot: Today I went for Skye and Kazeki's Athrun and Cagalli photoshoot~ Made new friends with Kazeki and Aiko~ ^^ Great people~ The photoshoot was really fun, but we did a heck lot of walking around Sentosa-- Couldn't get many good shots... =( But well. It was fun ^^ Aiko, David, Auel and I were the photographers, and Senti was the bag-carrier ^^;; Heheh...

Dinner: Then we came back to the mainland to eat dinner at Yoshinoya... Then we went to Taka to get Kazeki and Aiko their paint before they return to Malaysia tomorrow... Then guess what? Art Friends was CLOSED! Ah well... Then we headed down to Somerset and visited Inu at AA. I finally know where AA is!! ^^;;; Heehee...

Return home: Okay, my mum wasn't that mad at me for coming back late... Cause I had the sense this time to sms her and then call her when I was at Somerset-- ^^; But when I came home, I got darn pissed off.

Idiot: Okay, some IDIOT in my class kept insulting cosplay and kept complaining about how BORING yesterday's event was. And how he said he wasted 24 bucks cause he paid for his friend too. I scolded him off and told him not to insult cosplay in front of me, but he had the bloody guts to tell me no and that he WANTS to insult it in front of me. LIKE WHAT THE FREAK!!! IF YOU HAVE NO BLOODY INTEREST IN COSPLAY OR ANIME OR MANGA YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE IN THE FIRST PLACE!! I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO SO THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO REASON FOR YOU TO BLAME ME!!

You know what he's doing? It's like... picture this. A japanese food hater goes to a Japanese restaurant, pays quite a bit for the food, _eats_ the food, leaves the place, and goes to a Japanese food lover and starts flaming the restaurant, even though the food was good. Like DUH!! If you're going to act stupid and BE stupid, I have EVERY RIGHT to call you STUPID. And if you're going to be childish, untactful, rude and stupid all at once, I have the right to ignore you too. So bloody SHUT UP!!

Phew: Okay, I feel so much better. If that person sees this, he'll know I'm referring to him. Okay, that's it about my day~ Ranting post, I know ^^


Signing off...

Some piccys for EOY

Some cosplay piccys from EOY 2005:


Skye-- Doesn't the dress look pretty? Shtupid Haro kept making weird noises ^^;;

Aww~ Heheh... Kira and Cagalli~ Don't they look cute together? And that's Lynette in the background!!

Lynette as Misa from Deathnote~~ Front View ;)

Hm, the pic speaks for itself: Amanda ^^;

Pretty Lacus and Kira~ ^^

Ichigo trying to chop Kon's nose off-

Kon looks confused...

Ouch.

The Ritsuka that took me pretty long to remember ^^;;

Got a weee bit of fanservice from Fuji and Tezuka. Had great timing-- Was there when their team members forced them to fanservice for us ;) Except... err, the glasses are on the wrong person? ^^;; But still sweet~!!

YESH THE GREAT KADAJ AND YAZOO!!!

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWww!!!!! DON'T THEY LOOK GOOD TOGETHER?

*coughs* Well. This was... hm. ^^;;; At least they got second for pair ;)

EOY 2005

EOY 2005 WAS TODAY!! ^^

Thanks: Very importantly, I want to thank a few people for helping me out so much-- Firstly, SKYE!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME DRAW IT LOOKED FABULOUS!! And also for the candy cane~ Heehee ;) Next would be... Amanda and Ang and Lynette and Mandy~ For helping me with the makeup and my costume before the thing-- Then... Clarence-- For helping my buy the Lily at the very last minute-- Yepz-- ^_^ Love you guys loads~

Event: Yesh, well... I was one-third trying to stay with Clarence, one-third trying to stay with my friends, and one-third being myself and snapping and going crazy and fangirling. ^^ It was.. well. To tell you the truth, not as fun as I thought. Not that it wasn't fun, it just... lacked something. Maybe it was because I wasn't with Skye most of the time, or maybe it was because I didn't hang out with the bunch of cosplayers I knew, or maybe it was because I didn't make any new friends-- I dunno...

Next time, I'm joining a group. I find it more fun when you're in a group and you have a place to return to, hang around a lot, stay around to help with and receive help from when preparing for the event, and go out for dinner after the event. This time, Well. Needless to say about half wasn't fulfilled-- *sigh* Ah well. But it was great fun anyway~ ^^

And oh yes!! I saw Grace today~~ ^^ *bounces around* She looked slightly different~ And everyone looked great! Especially Skye and Inu and *coughs* The bishies ;)

Stalking: No, not me... ^^;;; Mandy and Lynette went around stalking people and taking photos of them~ ^^;; Heheh... It was amusing to see their photos~ Lynette in the foreground and the target in the background. It was funny~ ^^ And then Amanda told their first target that they were stalking them (cause the target was Himu) and they had to change their target to the top-hat guy~ Heheh...

Mi costume: One bad thing about my costume? MY WIG WAS BROWN. Ya. And really, Yukino should have a haircut. Darn wig got entangled and everything... Wah. But by lord there was a RITSUKA!! AND FFAC!! And-- *goes on to rants*

Rants: It actually took me almost an hour to realise why the character looked SO FAMILIAR. And why? CAUSE HE WAS RITSUKA FROM LOVELESS!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO DENSE!! Then we talked a wee bit... And I said like one line to the Kawachi from Yakitate! Japan- Heheh... But didn't exchange contacts or anything... Ah well.

And most importantly........ KADAJxYAZOO!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! *goes into fangirl mode* KADAJ PLACED HIS (or her) HAND ON YAZOO'S BUTT!! AND WAHHHHH OMG I SHOULD HAVE ASKED FOR FANSERVICE!!!! TOTALLY went trigger-happy around them and got all fangirly and everything-- OMG I think I melted... ^^;;;

Well, on the whole the event was rather fun~~ Loved hearing Skye sing up there~ =^^=


Signing off......

Would-have-been-Chill

Okay, this is basically just a ranting post......

!Chill@SP: Okay, the rhombus was _supposed_ to go together, but it was cancelled... Heavily disappointed... but that's another story. I went to the STAC forum (okay, Skye, don't kill me.... I was just looking for pics!!) and found some pics taken at the cosplay at !Chill. Okay, considering I kept seeing the same faces in the pics, I suppose there weren't _that_ many cosplayers... BUT ONE OF THEM OWNED A KATANA!!! LIKE WAH! I _could_ have stolen it and taken a pic for my assignment... but... Ah well. Sigh, I wish I could have forseen the cancellation on friday... Then I would have walked around myself instead of forcing myself not to. ... And I'm whining again...

Continuing on with what was at !Chill, I saw the bazzar at the plaza on friday before I left~ There were SO MUCH NICE FOOD!!! I saw the Snow Ice thing being sold, and takopachi, and durian pancakes (I managed to taste a small sample ;)) and a LOT of other nice food!! *drools* Then there were other stalls selling miscellenous stuff... And I know my friend in choir (guy) was performing too-- There were like free drinks given out (My club members were in charge of that so I got one can too ^^) and cosplay and stuff--

There was supposed to be a kimono demo where we can learn how to wear a yukata and stuff-- And a tea ceremony thing... Darn cool.

Pre-registration successful!: On the bright side, since I didn't manage to go for the !Chill thing, I could go for the EOY pre-registration~ (End-of-year cosplay, for those who don't know what EOY is) Went with Skye, Senti and Joe (yeah, got to know someone new! ^^) Saw Eden and this bunch of other people and had quite a lot of fun~ ^^ Now all I have to worry about is finishing my Yukino costume in time for EOY- Things left: Obi, big ribbon thingy at the back of my Obi, and the patterns on my kimono (Skye, I place my kimono in your hands-- Thanks for all your help!! ^^)

JLPT1 coming up: Okay... This is scary... I have.... 6 and a half more days before my JLPT1 EXAM!!! *freaks* I need to start studying and everything... But I've got a million assignments coming up ALL DUE THIS WEEK!!! And 2 meetings!! How am I going to manage this???!! *freaks even more* And my family is practically not giving me another choice but to pass... Can't take this much longer... That means that I'll have to cut myself off from any other human activity which is not necessary and try to mug... *cries* Wish me luck!! I'll need it.


Signing off......

Bad to worse

Hey all!! ^^;; Yep! *walks through cobwebs and brushes them off* I'm back, again. ^^ Ah well. There's been a lot of stuff... but if I were to talk about them all I'll like flood the entire place... so... I ended up writing this in class instead... ^^;; I know it's very haphazard, as usual... but... *sigh* Whatever...

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5 o'clock, 6 o'clock, 7 o'clock.
Quiet,
in a corner
Listening.
Smiles, Laughter and
Enjoyment--
"Talk more!"

7 o'clock, 8 o'clock, 9 o'clock.
Inssistent chatter,
with futile efforts to enter conversation.
Laughter, Smiles and
a slight Frown.
Disappointment--
"..."
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Some rambles...

School teacher: OMG one of my tutors is a former SC girl!!! @.@ And she's like really cool-- Was a director before, and one of the FEW tutors I feel comfortable listening to~ =)=) But err... *coughs* I was slightly scared of her ^^;; When it was my turn to say something I froze up totally even though I knew what I was going to say. 3 little words. And she heard something different cause of my freeze-up. =( Wahhh I'll never be able to face this world again!!

And I'm so glad to say she's not homophobic ;) Liberal, yeah.

GOF: YEAH YEAH YEAH 1 MORE WEEK!!!! *bounces around* I'm going with Ying Ying to watch it after school-- (which is like rather late... but WHO CARES!! IT'S GOF!!!)


Signing off... ...

Chameleon

Wandering aimlessly...

Green against the leaves...
Brown against bark...
Yellow against withering leaves...
Smooth transitions.

Brown against wood..
White against walls..
Grey against the gravel path..
Occasional hitches.

A mix of blue and yellow against the curtains,
A mix of red and yellow against the biscuit tin,
A mix of blue and grey against the newspapers,
Confusion.

Blue against the Gardenia packaging
White against the monitor screen
Brown against rainbow-coloured toys.
A scream.

Thrown out of the house,
Sharp pain as body collides with tiled flooring.
What colour was I again?


Signing off... ...