Class humanity and society conformation

Class: Yesh! I felt like a bit of my humanity was seeping back into me today... ^^;; Okay, I felt bad when my buddy-class came in for programming prac... cause I wasn't sitting with Jon & co for the first time these 2 weeks... It's absolutely NOT because booth duty was over. I don't know... I just found someone I could hang out with in my class and just managed to stick with him at lunch... *sigh* It was... rather quiet, actually. Never felt so quiet during pracs before for some odd reason. Or maybe that was because of Shawn (one of my buddy-classmates) always being somewhere in the vicinity. ^^;;

Humanity: Okay, to the explanation... I left the com lab at 5.15or so... Which was a good 1 hour and 15 minutes longer than practical. And I spent (more than?) half of my time in the lab helping my friends ^^ Heheh, I felt like I had been transported back to a year ago~ When everything was nice and good and happy in class ^^;; And my 'constant' in class may just have revealed itself, now that Chelsea's no longer with me (sigh) ... Just maybe.

On a side note...: Is it really that great to conform to society's expectations, and misled mindsets of women and whatever else? I mean, look at the ads you stumble upon everytime you surf... "Hey, look. This woman was what, 80kg before, now she's 50!" Amazing, don't you think? What will! What perseverance! What bullshit! -_-" Sorry... I mean, okay, it _is_ rather admirable of her to be able to lose so much weight... It's not the process of losing weight that I'm pissed over. It's the fact that men seem to like girls skinny now, so everyone promptly becomes skinny. Like, if the lady looks like she'll be a healthy weight at 52, she has to be 45kg. Whyever so? o.O You're not on this earth to be eye candy... *coughs* At least, not on purpose... *coughbishiescough* you're not here to try to seduce every man or women on earth either right? Hm. Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.


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P&P and BFs

Pride and prejudice: Yepz, I watched it twice over the weekend and had to return it on monday... Darn. sigh. Will be keeping an eye out for the VCD from now on... >_<>_< Anyway, you see the pattern? Snarry and now this? Much similarities don't you think? ;) Heh. Probably still love Snarry more though... =P

BFs: Gah. It must be some kinda virus spreading throughout the world... I've had a million people asking me 'Is there any guy you like?' or 'Do you have a bf?' or stuff along those lines the past week (okay, I'm exaggerating... maybe about 5 - 10?) For the last time, no. >_<


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First week of school and cBoard

Fri - best day of the week: Yippee!! Heheh, yest was really the best I felt in my entire week~ Didn't really feel like the odd one out in school, left school early (like at 3+, the earliest ever in months!) and had my GEM, Mathematical puzzles and games, which was like ultra fun and I actually found quite a few of my friends!! =D=D But hm, now that it's no longer Friday, I feel extremely guilty cause of a lot of things... Sigh. Ah well. But for now, my GEM class will be my anchor for the week~ ^^

cBoard: Yepz, changed my tagboard ^^;; Thanks to Jonathan! Now you can err... bold or italise your words, or add colour to it if I'm not wrong ^^;; Hm. From now on i'll use 'Yuuki' in the taggy instead of chan ^^ If the colour combi looks bad tell me k? I kinda err, still suck at colour combis... Ah well.

Photo-essay result and prize: I'm not sure if I blogged about this before... but I entered the Japanese photo essay competition sometime in nov/dec if I'm not wrong... and well. Got the first prize for my category cause I was the only one that participated in it -_-" Anyway, one of my clubmates, Gary, accompanied me to collect my prizes on Wed I think, and I got myself some kino vouchers and stuff~ ^^ Heehee. Gonna get myself an organiser so I can actually start managing my life well. ^^;; Or as well as possible.

Bad memory: Err, actually wanted to blog 'bout a load of other stuff, but I kinda forgot a good 3/4 of it... So I guess this'll haveta do ^^;;


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Mistaken Identity

Class: Gah, screw my previous post. Something screwed up with the system beforehand and I didn't check again... I'm not in the class I thought I was in. So I'm still with the guys from the class I was in last year. *sighs* Ah well. So much for good influence and breaking out of my shell. In lectures I feel like I'm running over to the other class... and still feel out of place... Complicated. Ultra complicated... >_<

Disconnection and stress: Now my class has a clash of my class and club people... and I'm not liking it. It sends my emotions on a roller coaster ride and makes me feel split. Like I'm getting stretched more and more each session, and am not sure whether I can stay in one piece. I'm trying to step out of my safe zone, and the transition is the cause of the stretching. If I manage to make a successful transition, I'll be tired, but happy. But if I fail....... I'll get torn. That won't be pretty. I've been feeling super suffocated and distressed... and guess what? It's only the second day of school! -_-" Stress.


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Camp, class & quiz

Heyz people!! Just nicked this test thingy from Jonathan's blog... Hm. One or two sections may be inaccurate though... *coughs* That probably resulted from my lack of understanding for some of the questions... ^^;; Ah well... Mouse over the different sections to see what it represents.



School start!!: Sigh, school starts on monday... So much for the hols... I haven't really had a day of rest yet... Hopefully that'll change from tomorrow ^^;;;

Class: Okiez, I'm quite glad~ I'm in the same class as Jonathan, SQ and Shawn... Basically the smart people and those I can communicate with. ^^ That's... well. Good. I need the good influence. And they can basically kick me back into reality and in worst cases cause me to hide in one corner as I realise how little I know... ^^;; _That's_ how good they are. Ah well... Jonathan's the only one that managed to maintain his aggregate of 4.0... SQ didn't maintain, but still got higher than me... And Shawn? He's good in everything else =S Those are the same 3 that made it into CYA (Changi Youth Ambassadors) while I got kicked out... >_< Is that good or bad?

Camp: Yesh, FO Camp is FINALLY over!! I feel so bad though!! I fell asleep during one of the night activities at like 1am? And only woke up at like 5am... like what, an hour before the activity ended? Sigh... Basically I made myself useless during camp... BUT!!! It was still fun!! ^^;; I really did much less than what I expected myself to do... Drained myself of all energy and went below expectations... but, it was fun. ^_^


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