Darkness vs Light

I feel like I'm groping around in the dark right now... And it's scary...

But when the sun shines through, everything seems all right for those moments the sun touches the skin. The sweet, warm caress of the sun's rays bring about comfort and hope and joy.

But when the sun is no longer in sight, the darkness prevails.

Until the next time the sun rises.


Signing off... ...

Smoke

I'm confused as to why I'm experiencing something akin to emotional turmoil.

Signing off... ...

In a tight little knot right now.

2.5 more months...

I forsee myself tearing/crying uncontrollably when I have to fly back to Singapore in January.... =/

But I suppose I could always busy myself with thinking of what I should do when I get back and start 'preparing' for my next trip >_<


Signing off... ...

Relationships

I think that there are 3 things that are required for a mature relationship...

1) Trust

2) Maturity

3) Self-confidence

I know that I'm lacking in several areas, especially the last, and I hope that doesn't define what makes me ready for a relationship.

Signing off... ...

Am worried.

Freedom

The thread has been snipped, and I have never flown as freely as I do now in my entire life.

These approx 2 weeks have been the best time ever.

Signing off... ...