Mirror half and talk with manda & Sugino

I look into the eyes in the mirror
Filled with fear.
Its usual cheer
Devoured by his other half.

The gaze
Burns me
And I look away

To soothe the flames
That erupted in my head.

I feel the pain,
I feel the hesitance,
I feel the hope.

Yet none of this
Is mine.

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The 'poem': Just so you know, that doesn't reflect my current situation ^^;; Don't ask why I suddenly put that up, I don't know >_<

Stuff: Just had a nice talk with 'manda, and everything feels so much better now =) Screw everything. I'll take things one step at a time.

Talk with my doc: A trip to the doctor's a few days ago ended as some kind of sharing session. My world is protected now, she said. When I go out into the 'real' world, I may suffer from shock or something of the like, and when that happens, I can go look for her. Hm. Protected, yes.

I know this is utterly different from what she meant, but I think I'm really really lucky to have my current great friends and... well, stuff. It's just really sweet when I feel the protectiveness radiating off sometimes.

Fathers' Day: I think I can safely say that none of you here are fathers, but Happy Fathers' Day all the same. ^^

What?: Okay, I actually had loads to say, but everything's staying in my mind as overlapping emotions and random words that refuse to take form, so... I shall just leave this as that.



Signing off... ...
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