Happy National Day

It's now 2.23am in the morning, so it's technically national day now. So... Happy National Day :)

Anyway, I wanted to watch the National Day speech on TV for the first time this year, but the ironic thing was that I forgot about it entirely until after it had ended.

This year has been interesting in several ways. Many things have happened... Many, many things, and I have changed... A little. I have obtained quite a bit of new knowledge... Although not in school matters. I've been watching so many documentaries, reading so much more news online and getting involved in debates and discussions with friends about events such as the Parliamentary elections that was held this year.

I've also started attending more talks... A little late since I'm in my last year of school, but as they say, better late than never, right?

All in all, it's been a good year so far :) I just hope that my studies won't get affected.

It's my last semester, and I don't want to let anyone down. Including myself.

Signing off... ...

Where's the panic?

This can't be right........ right?

Ah, whatever.

Exam in 2 days, but I don't feel it yet. I don't feel the panic, even though I should.

What am I to do.

Signing off... ...

I wonder what will happen if I stop taking the step forward...

Run!

I continue to stagger forth as the approaching

Flames threaten to take me, and even as

Exhaustion consumes my body from prolonged

Running and

Sprinting

I have to persevere...

Signing off... ...

Depressed... On just the 1st week of school?

最近暗いんです。

学校で全力で頑張らなくちゃって分かっていても、今の私ではできないと思う。今怖いって気持ちで学校に行って、チームの人と仲良くできないと信じて（仲良くしても、多分考え方も違うし、楽しく過ごせないと思い込んでる）、あまり友達もなくて、嫌な気持ちなんです。

考えすぎなのかな？

だって、友達はたくさんいるよ（ただ、クラスにはいない）。

まあ、とにかく頑張ろう！！


Signing off... ...

Exam Fever

Exams start tomorrow.

9 a.m.

... ...

Shit.

Signing off... ...

Gone

I feel trapped.

All around.

Work is now my worry, my problem, and yet, my refuge.

I want to break free.

Signing off... ...

I need an outlet

Lost

It's been way long since I last updated >_< Sorry about that!! *brushes away some cobwebs*

School: School has started, and has been one hell of a ride. I've got a load of stuff, with hardly anyone to bitch about it to. I just wanna block everyone out of my life sometimes and reconnect myself with the world once this is all over.

I won't say I'm stressed... But I'm just at a point when it'd be great if I could run away. Not from work, but from everything else, so that I can do my work.

I'm behind schedule in my practicals, don't know what I'm supposed to study for my 2 midterm tests this week, have a load of tutorials that I'm struggling to understand... The list goes on.

Wish me luck. This week's gonna be hell.

Signing off... ...