Where's the panic?

This can't be right........ right?

Ah, whatever.

Exam in 2 days, but I don't feel it yet. I don't feel the panic, even though I should.

What am I to do.

Signing off... ...

I wonder what will happen if I stop taking the step forward...

Addiction

I wonder if there's anything called a healthy addiction.

Signing off... ...

Pain

My head hurts... so much.

Signing off... ...

Realisations

Sometimes when realizations hit you all of a sudden, it may be very difficult... Too difficult even, to handle or accept.

Will go back to my little hole now, thanks.


Signing off... ...

Frustrated

Sometimes it's so difficult I just want to scream.

And yet I don't feel like i'm entitled to make a fuss, because it feels more like a battle with myself. Although it would be great to get some external help sometimes......

God, this is frustrating. Not sure if I can handle this properly.


Signing off... ...

Attitude

Sometimes it really is just your attitude towards things that can change the way you feel.

If something is suffocating you, just take a step back and try to look at the situation from a different angle. Leave the ditch and look at the entire landscape :) Sometimes, the ditch isn't as deep as it seems.

Signing off... ...

Nothing.

I'm just numb at the moment.

Signing off... ...

Conflicted feelings

Feeling insecure and slightly worried at the moment...

Signing off... ...

Long way more to go.