I'm starting to feel extremely frustrated.
MSTs: My Mid-semester tests (MSTs) started on Tuesday, and the last two papers have been utter crap. I can't believe I lost like 10 marks at a time... I don't think I will be able to get good marks for those two papers anymore...... ='( Tomorrow's my best subject, but somehow, from the way things are going, I feel like it won't be good. Since today's paper, I've had a strong sense of foreboding come over me. If I can't score for the next 2 papers.... *shudders* I don't really want to think about it. The only good thing is that there's still the end-of-module examinations to pull me up. That is, if I do well in those. *sighs*
Unlucky stuff: Okay, first. Most know that my pencil box is gone... The pencil box that my brother gave me and I loved a lot. Along with my thumbdrive. My pencil box had my lucky neoprints and stuff in it, and was what sat with me through my Os, and my 1st sem tests. That was ookkayyy. After all I still had my bag and the keychain Skye gave me.
Right. After I came back from KL a few days ago, there was a slit in the back of the bag. Now, the slit stretches across the entire back. Which means that it's falling apart. Then the keychain... This morning before i sat for my test, I held my keychain like I always do. Then I realised that it felt... weird. I looked down, and waddya know? The wing that was attached to the bottom had... well. detached itself. No matter how I tried to look for it I couldn't find it. Sigh. It was like my lucky charm since I got it, and meant a lot to me.
I know it sounds funny to be mourning over all this, but to me they're all rather precious and I don't know if I'm just being silly, but it feels like some kind of premonition.
I guess I'll just have to cross my fingers and hope everything will turn out all right.
Signing off... ...
Wednesday, 4 January 2006
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