Warnings: Bad Luck Ramble, Fangirling and HOMESTAY

Warning: Bad luck ramble.

Yes, I'm gonna be rambling about my bad luck recently, and of course, just some random rambles... So I guess if you're not up for that you can skip this entry ^^;;

Karaoke: Okay... Err first start of it all was when I went karaoke with Skye and this other girl- Twas quite fun, and there was a sudden time when I suddenly found a lot of songs that I actually knew, so I took the remote up and started keying them in one by one.

Loads of them.

Then after that, I suddenly realised that my songs weren't going in. It was really weird cause it was only I who was having that problem, and I wasn't pressing anything wrongly. It would go through for a moment, and then suddenly disappear. In the end, I just got so frustrated I just asked my friends to key my songs in for me -___-"

Testi: Someone whose testi I'd been waiting for and wanted for a really long time (like what, almost a year?) came in a week or two ago... And stupid friendster did not show most of the testi cause '<'s and '>'s were used at some point in it.

And as stupid things do, like Blogger and Friendster, they delete everything in between the two characters.

Was really quite upset and disappointed, cause that person forgot what he wrote for the most of it... So I guess I most probably won't be getting it now.

There goes another star for Friendster.

'Surprise': Made something for someone a while back as a surprise... Had to do a bit of brainstorming and planning for it due to time constraints and my lack of creative juices- Ended up, it turned out all wrong cause of my miscalculation (is that even a right word to use?) and ended up upsetting that person during the meet-up.

And my 'present' triggered another round of unhappiness as well. No happy smiles, no nothing. Guess this was a first time my planned surprise failed.

Wouldn't say it didn't ended up being a surprise. Just in another way, I suppose-

Chocolates: Made chocolates on Sunday- Turned out the quality of the dark chocolate I used wasn't that good... So I didn't quite like it -_-" And I semi-broke my 2 new chocolate moulds. Argh. Terrible.

Good thing, though, is that my chocolates actually looked decent =D Heh. _That_ was one thing I loved.

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Heroes: OMG I am SO in love!!! ANDO AND HIRO ARE JUST SO... SO... so... CUTE TOGETHER!! Of course, it could be just me, but that doesn't stop me from fangirling them anyway. They're really so darn sweet! Even as friends~ *sighs dreamily*

Soukyuu no Fafner: Okay, so there's another pair in there I'm fangirling but I shall spare you the agony and get to the main point.

Today, I was reminded of something Skye warned me about the show... About the fact that there was quite some angst and tragedy and stuff... I was on episode 6 and I saw someone die already @.@ She died stupidly, but that doesn't stop the fact that she died anyway. And then, some comments Skye made from last time flowed back to me and now I'm dreading watching to the end of the show... I so foresee buckets of tears or something. @.@ Gah.

But I'm already relatively addicted to the show, so... @.@ Oh no...

Homestay: Oh, yes! This time, I have been 'approved' (from those around me) to volunteer to host a student from Hiroshima =D In my own home! OMG I'M SO EXCITED!!! This is seriously one of my like dreams or something... Something I've always always ALWAYS wanted to do like for such a long time...

Manda knew how upset I was when I couldn't participate in the hosting events the past few times, and how seriously sad I felt this time around when I almost couldn't... And how despondent and resigned I was. Thankfully I can, now. Thankfully. *heaves a huge sigh of relief*

I'm really so happy.

Now I just have to wait for the interview from the school - the last barrier I have to pass before I'm confirmed.. =D

Arrogance: Ok, so that kinda gets on my nerves nowadays... I get quite irritated inside when I hear someone talking like they know the answers to everything, like the person they're talking to is more ignorant than them, or when they they cut in other people's conversations to answer something or answer some question with this air of 'omg are you seriously that dumb?' or 'i can't believe u dont know that' tone.

It just makes the other person feel inferior, annoyed, mocked at, and whatever else. And well. Gives people the impression that you're arrogant, and annoying. But I guess when these stuff happen, they probably don't realise it.

Of course, I realise annoyance, anger, and arrogance are totally different things, though that really is hardly the point ^^;; in case anyone else has that thought passing through their mind. I guess I should start watching myself too, and be careful.

And, of course, curb my annoyance level so that it doesn't accidentally come across as arrogance.

Emotions: I so have to learn to curb and take control of my emotions. I laid my emotions flat on a board, and I want to take control of it again... A passing storm across the said board is enough to kill me.


Alright, I think I've rambled enough. Shall end here now. =^^=



Signing off... ...