Mistaken Identity

Class: Gah, screw my previous post. Something screwed up with the system beforehand and I didn't check again... I'm not in the class I thought I was in. So I'm still with the guys from the class I was in last year. *sighs* Ah well. So much for good influence and breaking out of my shell. In lectures I feel like I'm running over to the other class... and still feel out of place... Complicated. Ultra complicated... >_<

Disconnection and stress: Now my class has a clash of my class and club people... and I'm not liking it. It sends my emotions on a roller coaster ride and makes me feel split. Like I'm getting stretched more and more each session, and am not sure whether I can stay in one piece. I'm trying to step out of my safe zone, and the transition is the cause of the stretching. If I manage to make a successful transition, I'll be tired, but happy. But if I fail....... I'll get torn. That won't be pretty. I've been feeling super suffocated and distressed... and guess what? It's only the second day of school! -_-" Stress.


Signing off... ...