~* Courage From Within *~

Oh, forget it.

2011-08-21T15:43:00.002+08:00

Perhaps I should just keep to myself. Everyone's getting on with their lives, without involving me much, and I can't seem to get myself involved either. Perhaps, just perhaps, I should put myself into my little shell again and just do my stuff. Signing off... ...

Happy National Day

2011-08-09T03:09:00.000+08:00

It's now 2.23am in the morning, so it's technically national day now. So... Happy National Day :) Anyway, I wanted to watch the National Day speech on TV for the first time this year, but the ironic thing was that I forgot about it entirely until after it had ended. This year has been interesting in several ways. Many things have happened... Many, many things, and I have changed... A little. I

Musing about Singapore...

2011-08-03T16:37:00.014+08:00

After having gone for a student exchange for one semester and having interacted with others and telling them about Singapore, I am now more aware about my country and what I like about it.The one thing I like most about Singapore and what I think is the most unique... is food. You go into a food court, and you can find so many different kinds of food from the different ethnic groups, AND from

Whatever.

2011-06-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

I personally think ignoring someone or ignoring someone's questions is not a good way of communicating in a relationship.But... whatever.Signing off... ...Been heavily annoyed these few days.

Not funny sometimes

2011-05-22T00:37:00.003+08:00

If you really understand someone, NEVER, EVER joke about something that person is serious about.You may think it funny, but that person won't. And you cannot imagine how much you may hurt that person.An extreme example: http://articles.exchristian.net/2003/07/rapture-joke-provokes-heart-attack.phpSigning off... ...

Where's the panic?

2011-04-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

This can't be right........ right?Ah, whatever.Exam in 2 days, but I don't feel it yet. I don't feel the panic, even though I should.What am I to do.Signing off... ...I wonder what will happen if I stop taking the step forward...

Addiction

2011-04-19T16:46:00.002+08:00

I wonder if there's anything called a healthy addiction.Signing off... ...

Pain

2011-04-12T01:53:00.001+08:00

My head hurts... so much.Signing off... ...

Realisations

2011-04-11T21:45:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when realizations hit you all of a sudden, it may be very difficult... Too difficult even, to handle or accept.Will go back to my little hole now, thanks.Signing off... ...

Frustrated

2011-04-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's so difficult I just want to scream.And yet I don't feel like i'm entitled to make a fuss, because it feels more like a battle with myself. Although it would be great to get some external help sometimes......God, this is frustrating. Not sure if I can handle this properly.Signing off... ...

Attitude

2011-04-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it really is just your attitude towards things that can change the way you feel.If something is suffocating you, just take a step back and try to look at the situation from a different angle. Leave the ditch and look at the entire landscape :) Sometimes, the ditch isn't as deep as it seems.Signing off... ...

Nothing.

2011-04-10T18:32:00.001+08:00

I'm just numb at the moment.Signing off... ...

Conflicted feelings

2011-04-06T17:20:00.002+08:00

Feeling insecure and slightly worried at the moment...Signing off... ...Long way more to go.

No idea what title to write

2011-03-31T21:07:00.001+08:00

Jealousy is an ugly, green-eyed monster.Not to mention irrational sometimes too.Signing off... ...

2011-03-31T10:28:00.000+08:00

The night is quiet withNo stars.Only the New Moon hangs in the sky.Signing off... ...

Perhaps...

2011-03-31T10:17:00.002+08:00

Perhaps I do give too much sometimes.Signing off... ...!

Run!

2011-03-25T12:42:00.004+08:00

I continue to stagger forth as the approachingFlames threaten to take me, and even asExhaustion consumes my body from prolongedRunning andSprintingI have to persevere...Signing off... ...

Random Rambles

2011-01-17T09:21:00.003+08:00

I think I'm an awesomely lucky person to have met some really awesome people in my life :) And one person I may not have met/gotten to know better at all if it weren't for so many 'lucky' coincidences ^-^*ish happy*Anyway, I'm still adapting back to Singapore after coming back from my Sweden exchange, but it's a lot better now. I can switch to Singlish without feeling weird now, and I'm starting

Incomplete

2011-01-09T02:09:00.005+08:00

A part of me has been left somewhere else... Till I go collect it again in June.I'm not handling this well at all.Signing off... ...I'm damn screwed.

Darkness vs Light

2010-10-30T04:30:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm groping around in the dark right now... And it's scary...But when the sun shines through, everything seems all right for those moments the sun touches the skin. The sweet, warm caress of the sun's rays bring about comfort and hope and joy.But when the sun is no longer in sight, the darkness prevails.Until the next time the sun rises.Signing off... ...

Smoke

2010-10-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

I'm confused as to why I'm experiencing something akin to emotional turmoil.Signing off... ...In a tight little knot right now.

2.5 more months...

2010-10-19T00:55:00.004+08:00

I forsee myself tearing/crying uncontrollably when I have to fly back to Singapore in January.... =/But I suppose I could always busy myself with thinking of what I should do when I get back and start 'preparing' for my next trip >_

Relationships

2010-10-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

I think that there are 3 things that are required for a mature relationship...1) Trust2) Maturity3) Self-confidenceI know that I'm lacking in several areas, especially the last, and I hope that doesn't define what makes me ready for a relationship.Signing off... ...Am worried.

Freedom

2010-10-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

The thread has been snipped, and I have never flown as freely as I do now in my entire life.These approx 2 weeks have been the best time ever.Signing off... ...

The biggest mistake of my life

2010-09-19T03:13:00.003+08:00

1 month of friendship...All a lie.4 years and 2 months of... "Love".All a lie.I need to stop getting taken in by all these people.At the end of it, I'm the only one who gets hurt.I'm the only one who has to put up with all the nonsense.The consequence of my mistake:Having to sit through another 4 months of pure, f*cking tortureWith nowhere to run.I want to stop listening with my ears.I want to

Numb.

2010-09-03T03:27:00.001+08:00

いったい何が「忠実」なのよ？！

さようなら

2010-09-02T18:50:00.005+08:00

久しぶりなんだけど、どこかで話したかったね。。。４年間だった。。。ツライ思いもあったし、楽しいときもいっぱいあった。一週間前の私は一番辛かったと思ったけど、おとといは死ぬほど辛かったんだ。。。今の辛さとおとといのツラさはちょっとだけ違うけど、まだ耐えられるかどうか分からない。。。愛してたよ。今でも愛してるけど。嬉しく話したいけど、彼の中の一番愛しい人はもう私じゃないって考えたら、また泣きたくなる。何でたった一ヶ月でそんなに変わるの？知らぬ間に。。。でも、だからこそ私たちはもうムリなんだって事が分かる。愛しちゃいけないけど、まだ愛してる。あいつの前ではもう二度と泣かないように。。。ムリかもしれないけど。でも、ちょっとうらやましいね。。。あいつは誰かがいるから、そんなに寂しいとは思わないけど。。。私は違う。シンガポールでもあまり親友がなくて。。。今でも変わらない。Aちゃんがいるけど。。。今は

Poem: The Sky

2010-04-09T00:53:00.007+08:00

I haven't updated in SOOOOOOO long... And I haven't written any poems in probably just as long =XAnyway, I suddenly got an inspiration the other day on the way to school... After so many months ^^;;This is especially dedicated to Manda, Clar and Chris... And any of my other friends who feel that they can connect with this poem =) Heh...The SkyYou are the one who will always be there;The one who

Depressed... On just the 1st week of school?

2010-01-15T13:14:00.003+08:00

最近暗いんです。学校で全力で頑張らなくちゃって分かっていても、今の私ではできないと思う。今怖いって気持ちで学校に行って、チームの人と仲良くできないと信じて（仲良くしても、多分考え方も違うし、楽しく過ごせないと思い込んでる）、あまり友達もなくて、嫌な気持ちなんです。考えすぎなのかな？だって、友達はたくさんいるよ（ただ、クラスにはいない）。まあ、とにかく頑張ろう！！Signing off... ...

An update

2009-11-30T09:16:00.003+08:00

I bought a camera. (yay.)I have one more exam. (yay.)Japan trip is in 2 weeks. (yay.)Signing off... ...一人で旅したい。自分探しのたびを。

Happy (belated) Birthday to me

2009-09-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

Yet another birthday has passed.The big 21.Posted a wishlist for the first time, didn't get anything from it. As expected.Ah well.The funny thing is the person who asked for the wishlist gave me something that was sweet and thoughtful anyway, although she didn't get it from the list ^^;;Signing off... ...

Funny Chinese Variety Show Video

2009-04-23T09:34:00.004+08:00

For all who know chinese...Here's a really funny video clip my dad posted on facebook =xThey're supposed to guess some words while their partner tries to explain the word to them in english. Her english is atrocious though, and she keeps finding ways to let her partner guess without actually explaining the actual meaning in english. I kept laughing when she said "one cut forty four... is how much

Driving Test....

2009-04-15T23:23:00.001+08:00

OMG. I MIRACULOUSLY PASSED! (Okay this piece of news is about a week late but *coughs* ah well)Signing off...

Wishlist

2009-04-01T21:06:00.001+08:00

I have posted a wishlist on the side of my blog for fun =X Since someone was totally supporting the idea of me putting up a wishlist when I mentioned it in passing =x Heh.Driving test next friday!Signing off... ...

Consequences

2009-03-22T01:28:00.001+08:00

Everyone has to live with the consequences of their own actions...There's no way to run.Signing off... ...

Happy early 21st Birthday, Dear Friend

2009-02-15T01:32:00.003+08:00

I have an important friend (whom I've not contacted in a while) who's going to celebrate her 21st birthday sometime this month... And I really want to be there.Problem is, I don't think I'm 'there' in her heart any longer and I feel awkward if I suddenly tell her "Hey I want to go to that birthday celebration that I'm not even sure I'm invited to go for".I finally logged in to livejournal to read

Rotten Day

2009-02-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today's been absolutely crappy -_-" Like, totally. Since I started my first lesson... The best thing that happened today was meeting Manda along the corridor and bumping into Lynette in the foodcourt-I've been in a 'I don't want to talk to anyone as long as I can help it' mood today... As soon as I feel a teeny bit better something else happens to throw me back to the dumps.Hope the rotten day

Poem: The Fire

2009-02-04T16:26:00.003+08:00

Wrote a new poem quite a couple of weeks back during lecture:The burnof wood, of oil, of pure black charcoal stank, and suffocated,Darkening the surroundings, andremoving the red, the blue, andthe green, leavingnothing but the gray.And black.Signing off... ...

Annoyed.

2008-12-01T09:02:00.003+08:00

Quite annoyed.When my mum doesn't see me studying I'm "Not Working". When I'm replying an sms I get stuff like "So how's your study? You look more dreamy than anything else." Like what, I'm expected to be studying 24/7??When I get damn pissed off I get the impression that they just want to drive me crazy.It'd be nice not to get snide remarks once in a while. It'd be nice to be left alone. It's

Understanding 'Impossible'

2008-11-29T18:11:00.002+08:00

Took this off one of Karen's shared items.Signing off... ...

Hm.

2008-11-27T15:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when I talk to people who are just very crude or constantly make jokes about other people for no reason or are just generally cruel and inconsiderate, I just lose the desire to talk to the person- Even if I was bursting with things to tell just a couple of seconds before.Using vulgarities or degrading people when you're really angry for a valid reason is acceptable, but when you just do

Exam Fever

2008-11-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

Exams start tomorrow.9 a.m.... ...Shit.Signing off... ...

Gone

2008-11-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

I feel trapped.All around.Work is now my worry, my problem, and yet, my refuge.I want to break free.Signing off... ...I need an outlet

Live by your words

2008-10-20T12:10:00.003+08:00

A quote from John Fitzgerald Kennedy:As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.So true.Empty words mean nothing. Absolutely nothing. If you mean it, do it. Only then can the true meaning be conveyed. If you cannot live by it, don't even mention it. Don't promise anything. That will only show how insincere you

Lost

2008-09-14T20:46:00.004+08:00

It's been way long since I last updated >_< Sorry about that!! *brushes away some cobwebs*School: School has started, and has been one hell of a ride. I've got a load of stuff, with hardly anyone to bitch about it to. I just wanna block everyone out of my life sometimes and reconnect myself with the world once this is all over.I won't say I'm stressed... But I'm just at a point when it'd be great

Tired.....

2008-07-11T11:18:00.003+08:00

Looks like this Saturday's gonna be an extremely tiring day for me again...I got sick for the umpteenth time this year. Don't really feel like pushing myself this time.Signing off... ...Hope I get well soon...

Personality Quiz

2008-05-16T18:29:00.002+08:00

Personality Quiz: I just took this personality test that was found on my brother's and Christine's blog... I thought the results kinda hit home... But >_< Not sure..."Think of themselves as gentle, conscientious, and mature": I can assure you I didn't say that in the test @.@ Not like that anyway >_< Wahhhz...If you want to try it out, click here.In case you're interested, my results are below:

When the going gets tough... ...

2008-05-14T11:11:00.003+08:00

When the going gets tough: Do you get days when you have to stay back at work cause you have a lot of things to do, and have to be done soon? Impending datelines that you have to fulfill that come at you all of a sudden and force you to give your full attention to it?People who work in the IT line (and probably other lines too) should have more than enough experience with that.On days like that

Blogshop Open!

2008-05-14T00:01:00.004+08:00

Whoa manz! My stock for my blogshop came yesterday~ =DSee that up there? That's my parcel that came when I was at work yesterday ^^Oh! I don't think I mentioned before this right..? =S I opened a new blogshop! It's got an extremely unoriginal name: ~* Blogshopperz *~ But it's the best I can come up with at the moment =XGirls who are viewing this... Do go to http://blogshopperz.blogspot.com [click

New Site

2008-05-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

Yoz people!!I expect I had a lot I wanted to blog about... But I can't really remember them right now... I decided to post today on this dusty blog, just so I could inform those who're still following me that I have created a new blog for fun/interesting stuff I come across: ~ Sit Back and Relax ~That does not mean that I am abandoning this blog... Not at all. This blog will be more personal and

Live Your Life

2008-03-27T15:12:00.004+08:00

Not too long ago, someone asked me, "What do you wish to accomplish while you're alive?" My answer..?"Live my life."Live my life: I expect I didn't make much sense to the person who asked me the question. It made perfect sense to me, however. It may be easy to some, but for me..? I see it as lifelong challenge. Especially since I went though Polytechnic.I used to stand in my own way, my

Forgiving

2008-02-23T00:20:00.005+08:00

EMO POST!Forgotten: I don't approve of some of the ways that my mind uses to get around things... When something happens that hurts me, and I have no time to talk with myself over it, or do something I really should about it, I let it slip from my mind.A numbness takes over, and suddenly you don't feel anything anymore. The numbness is all that you feel. It's very relieving, and lets you get to

over

2008-01-18T16:34:00.000+08:00

I finally have the time to blog again... It's been a hectic time since the last time I typed into this little box in Blogger.Over: It's over.. Finally. The end of the FYP presentation and deadline is more relieving than the exams proper - that much I can say for everyone in my semester. The moment the presentation was done, when we shook hands with the client, got a pat on the back... There was

Cosplay, Work and Competence

2007-11-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

Competence: Some people judge me cause of my grades, my results... Think I'm good... Truthfully, I don't think I am. People look at my results, make assumptions, carve their own impression of me... Without knowing me. Without taking the effort to know me.I hate that.I hate it when people say stuff like: "Aiyah, what cannot... You JLPT 1 leh!"To hell with JLPT 1.I took it, what, 2 years ago?

Sick

2007-11-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

Tonsillitis: Ok, don't mind me, I'm gonna bitch abt my throat. Ok I think it's not just tonsillitis, but also lik swollen throat and all, but it worsened like hell last night, and from then I just couldn't take it anymore.Finally went to see the doc this morning, and when she checked she was like =O "omg, why's it so bad?" Then gave me this look. ^^;; She gave me fever medicine, told me that a

Emo Post

2007-11-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

Tired: Now's just one of those times when I just wanna be alone, with me, myself, and a working, not-lagging computer.One of those times when you just don't feel like dealing with anyone, not having to deal with anything... And well. Not talking.Actually I have a lot of things I wanted to kind of blog about... But... nah.School: Have so many things on my hands now... I have approximately a

EOY Panic Attack

2007-11-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Cosplay panic: Omg. EOY is in like, a month's time... And I still have my costume to settle. Skye just posted on the livejournal community, stating that every weekend from now till EOY is 'Manual Labour Weekend'. Where all of us are supposed to go someone's place to chiong some costume.Which, obviously, I will not be able to go for -_-"Crap.There's like a bag with my circle skirt's cloth inside,

FYP: On to Phase 2

2007-11-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

FYP: FYP has taught me a lot of things... About myself, about others, and well. Yeah. My group stressed the poor leader out some time back... I don't know how much I managed to help when it was nearing the report submission, but I hope I managed to help, even if just a bit.My leader's blog: A month or so back, some people told me to view my leader's blog post. They said that they thought what he

Stupid Annonymous Society n NYDC

2007-11-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

FUN POST!Settlers: YES I went settlers again =D It was relatively short, late, and well, not that many people, but it was dead fun!! =D I learnt how to play munchkins and it was real cool!Citadels - First game: It started off really hilarious with Huiyong declaring that we didn't need the guy to teach us the rules cause 2 of us played before. Seconds into the game, we realised that he wasn't as

Should Have

2007-11-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

'Should Have's:I really should be working now... Instead of blogging.But there a lot of 'should have's.Should have worked more instead of getting distracted millions of times just now.Should have done my work instead of making food (that was supposed to be my dinner, but ended up only being 1/3 of it cause of a lack of ingredients).Should have not gotten so emotionally distracted and everything

Letter to our company

2007-10-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

Warning: Major sarcasm up ahead.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dear __________,We forgive you for the constant changing of the project work flow, structure, as well as of the functions of the project that we are supposed to do. We forgive you for telling us one thing, and then telling us to do/not to do something totally different the next

After School: a Mundane Friday

2007-10-11T08:53:00.001+08:00

In school right now, attempting to do my FYP report thingy and, obviously, failing. FYP meeting ended over an hour and a half ago, but I decided to stay at the benches to try to do my work, while I waited to see if there was a 'sign'..Benches: Said sign didn't come, but I figured that since I was already here and started on my work, I might as well stay on and try to finish it. Benches in school

Of Dreams and Meetings

2007-09-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

*coughs* I'm so sorry... Eh... Well, the most of this post will actually be me narrating a dream of mine ^^;; One that I dreamt about when I was sleeping a few days back >_< So yep... Watch out ^^;;If you wanna skip it, skip till after the next section ^_^ Thankies..!! =D-----------------------Dream: Hmm... Haven't blogged in a while and the first thing I wanna blog about is my dream ^^;;; Pardon

Birthdays and Settlers Cafe

2007-09-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

Settlers Cafe: Went to Settlers' for the first time a couple of weeks back... And have been relatively addicted to board games since then =D There's 'Lost Cities' that I love... Cluedo... Ticket to Ride, Citadels etc... =D Darn cool.Mi Birthday: Hmm... I was actually wondering if I should create a wishlist before my birthday... But as all who know me will know, I don't do that kinda thing >_<

Natsu Matsuri 2007

2007-08-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

Natsu Matsuri: Much-awaited Natsu Matsuri arrived... After having watched 7 years of anime that showed this kinda thing and got me all wanting to go, 6 years of knowing about it but never getting the chance to attend, and another 8 months after receiving a yukata.I thought that this post would be long at first, but the first time I wrote it, it only consisted of two sentences -_-" If you'd like

ITP ramble

2007-08-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

Warning: Ramble of last dayLast day of ITP: YES today was the LAST day of our internship at KPMG, and gosh, I was so darn busy the whole of today... (Happily so, though, thankfully...) Things looked up after lunch when my laptop finally acted normally, and was chiong-ing stuff up till the very end before we shut the laptops down and went for clearance.Our team leads treated us all to canadian

Harry Potter post

2007-07-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter movie 5 experience: Ok, I went to watch the movie twice, once with manda and another with clar- First time I entered a gold class screening, and it was good. =) Though the food, as I predicted, served as too much of a distraction- The sound system and screen weren't as good as the extremely big screens- but the seats were just great- With the reclining and everything- >_< Extremely

Random Poem: The Significant Other

2007-06-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

Warning: Random poemI Look,At The Scar That MarrsThe Ugly Face Before Me.I Laugh,And Pass,With A Grimace,A Cream,To Heal The Scar That Showed.I Look,At The Splint That DigsDeep Into The Side Of The Ugly Face.I Sigh,I Berate,And Pull,With Unecessary Force,To Kindly Extract The Splint From the Face.I Feel,With A Jolt,As Another Punches Me Across My Face.I Fall,Painfully,A Stinging In My Cheek,

Warnings: Bad Luck Ramble, Fangirling and HOMESTAY

2007-06-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

Warning: Bad luck ramble.Yes, I'm gonna be rambling about my bad luck recently, and of course, just some random rambles... So I guess if you're not up for that you can skip this entry ^^;;Karaoke: Okay... Err first start of it all was when I went karaoke with Skye and this other girl- Twas quite fun, and there was a sudden time when I suddenly found a lot of songs that I actually knew, so I took

16th June 2007

2007-06-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Alright, yes, I'm cheating. Backdated this entry ^^;;16th June: Yep, special day. Anywayz, went out with Clar... And 'twas extremely surprising and good cause he was actually, surprisingly, uncharacteristically in a good and positive mood..! =D Okay, so I sound like I'm exaggerating, but twas really a pleasant, happy surprise =DSuki Sushi: I super super love suki sushi- What with all the... well,

A spot of angst

2007-06-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

Warning: Emotional post up ahead. I'm not in my right mind.Blowing up: I don't know what's wrong with me... But I've just gotten so sick and tired of explaining stuff to people... Some unfortunate soul messaged me on MSN while I was at work today... And the main gist was that he decided to assume the worst from my words and start accusing me of saying that he was 'too free' and that he was dumb

Of Surprises and Madness

2007-05-29T08:36:00.000+08:00

Horoscope:"You don't 'do' surprises. You plan surprises -- for other people -- but in your own life, everything's planned and accounted for. Aw, come on! What fun is that? Let yourself be surprised and you'll like what you see."Plan surprises? Yep, I love doing that... But letting myself be surprised..? The surprise will have to come first >_<>_

Open Up Your Mind

2007-05-10T19:44:00.000+08:00
Couple of days back I was listening to my MP3 player in the bus on the way to work... And it felt as if I was actually listening to the words for thea first time... Every word just went through to my heart and well... ya. >_< It was rather comforting- ^_^Anywayz, thought I'd blog the lyrics and dedicate the song to whoever's having a rough patch right now- I'd put the song up but the mp3 size was

Would wine suffice, I wonder. Perhaps shocchuu would do the trick.

2007-04-17T23:47:00.000+08:00
Wonderful. I just pissed someone off without stepping back. And for the first time, I didn't want to.Someone get me a bottle of wine.Signing off... ...

Of Mundane Updates and Studying Abroad

2007-04-17T20:28:00.000+08:00
Heyoz, someone told me my blog was collecting cobwebs so I decided to rant a bit ^^;;Catching up with old times: Or well, movies, actually, to be exact. I've been watching LotR and Star Wars (like all the good stuff I've missed or watched incomplete in the past) and stuff and gushing over like well... quite a few characters- Cause some are just so cute- ^^;; [no, I do not mean cute in the outlook

Surprise farewell party

2007-03-22T01:11:00.000+08:00
Just a quick update about today...Farewell party: We had a 'surprise' farewell party for Momo today... And well. Andrea, as usual, kinda got Momo suspicious (so I guess). The first thing she said was "I think forget about the barbeque la, let's just take something away instead." I promptly walked over and pinched her subtly. Then... "Is Peiyi (someone whom was supposedly not in the gang that we

Yr 2 Sem 2 Results

2007-03-04T19:58:00.000+08:00
Well, a LOAD of things have happened over the past 1 month and 1 day that I've been too lazy to blog for...Results: Okay... well. Got my results. Err.. Both my GEMs got B+ and well. So did another subject. My grades look kinda weird... but at least I'm not crying over them, and that's good. Guess I was kinda prepared to look at rock-bottom grades after screwing up almost every subject this

Beautiful Things

2007-02-06T12:47:00.000+08:00
Lyrics of Beautiful Things, by Bobby Darin The world is full of beautiful thingsButterfly wings, fairy tale kingsAnd each new day undoubtedly bringsStill more beautiful things. The world abounds with many delightsMagical sights, fanciful flightsAnd those who dream on beautiful nightsDream of beautiful things.

Sighs and Re-contacting

2007-02-04T03:06:00.000+08:00
Scary: This is terrible. The retorts and bursts that erupt in my head recently have been getting worse. It's just extremely scary to hear the kind of things I'm capable of saying when I'm scolding someone... In my head, at least... Hopefully my control is good enough to prevent it from coming out.It's always just been emotions that indicate how I feel... and now words are starting to form... And

Anger and Stress stuff

2007-02-02T11:25:00.000+08:00
Hmm... Came across this... ^^; Live happy and healthy~ >_< K, I know this is utter randomness but... *shrugs* And the first one doesn't say much... but ah well.Funny thing I've noticed is that many say "avoid difficult people" in order to stay happy ^^; I guess that's quite true.. It does make your life much brighter... Thing is, these 'difficult people' end up being slightly alienated, don't

Climate changes

2007-01-30T09:41:00.000+08:00
Quick entry. Cimate Change: Glaciers have shrunk and melted over the last who-knows-how many years... but it's getting worse now... Three photographs, taken in 1912, 1968 and 2003, show how a glacier at Vernagtferner in Austria has shrunk. It lost over half a metre in thickness during 2005."But it is not the past that worries us, tremendously is the future. With the scenarios predicted, we will

The Rainbow

2007-01-28T23:37:00.000+08:00
The RainbowThe still night airCoolsBeyond normal temperatures,Causing hair to stand,Causing bodies to shiver.From blue,To indigo,To violet,To blackWith a light sheen of white.Stars that once shone,The moon that had brightened theNight sky, nowHideBehind sheets of thick, dark, woolWithout the knowledgeOf the people,Darkening the calm dark, andChillingThe cool air.The night deepens,And the airChill

Untitled Poem, sudden inspiration of desperation

2007-01-27T19:12:00.000+08:00
A light shines bright, in a distance, andFeet start to move, aimlessly towards itManeuveringOut of the endless dark.Footsteps heavy,The sound of dragging feet,Resound through the silence,Breakingthe otherwise noiseless vacuum.The light nears, andFootsteps quicken,Desperate, andUnaware.Eager bodyHit against seemingly non-existent wall,of the Strong tornadoStanding guard.Some energy drains, andA

Next obstacle ahead... [Updates] and thank-yous

2007-01-27T18:11:00.001+08:00
Assignments: Okay... Assignments are over... Screwed up a load of them... But well. The good thing is that it's over. And none of them scream "I've got a bug!" so I guess that's good. ^^; Thanks a mil to Chris who put up with all my hot-headedness and stuff... And yeah... Well. IT'S OVER =DExams: Okay, well. One obstacle over, another nears... My end-of-module exams... Really, judging from how

Generally pissed, and the Beauty of Poetry

2007-01-09T23:00:00.000+08:00
Okay, full blown bashing ranting post up again, so BEWARE. I'm not in a good mood. No offence intended.If you have no wish to see bashing posts, please do skip this entry. Thank you. Much appreciated.Stupid people: Okay, my classmates and I just can't STAND that stupid irritating class that comes in after one of our lab lessons. They flood in as soon as our teacher steps out and stand right next

Listening creates brain power

2007-01-07T21:22:00.000+08:00
One step to the left,One step to the right,Tip-a-tapping,Tip-a-tapping.A lift of the chin,A lift at the lips,A spin to the left,A spin to the right.A look in the mirror,A single figure,With graceful leaping,With perfect turnings.Another figure,With powerful actions,Take heavy quicksteps,Turn precise turnings.Slow start and hold,And then a quick push,To facilitate sharp turnsTo convey strong

High-tide, from 27/11/05

2007-01-06T15:38:00.000+08:00
She liestied up and bound,Open, Vulnerable,against the sand.The tide comes in,the sound of water crashing against the shore,ringing in her ears,Each much louder than the one before.The water level steadily rises,crashing against her body relentlessly.She panics.She struggles against her bonds,futile,as the tide comes in still faster,covering her legs.Higher,and higher.It reaches for her face,it's

Test: You are the Loyalist

2007-01-05T12:47:00.000+08:00
You Are the Loyalist6You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.People find you easy to love and care for.You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.What number are you?Whee-- Just some test thingy i took~ ^^ Like... in Nov 05 ^^;; Saw it as a draft in my list of posts and decided to post it anyway ^_^

December Updates

2006-12-29T01:28:00.000+08:00
Okay... lots of things to update on... so this is gonna be an extremely boring, long, long-winded post. BEWARE.EOY: Well, EOY. Let's see... It was pretty good on the whole =) Mood was slightly off, but otherwise alright~ Made up for the fangirling after I came back and saw the photos ^^;; Heheh... Fangirled once for a little less than a minute while our group was taking group shots though... For

Torrental Rains

2006-12-22T10:25:00.000+08:00
the Rains pour,Day afterDay afterDay.seemingly harmless Rains,drizzle, andPour, withoccasional winds,aggravating conditions.seemingly harmless Rainscause damageDay afterDay afterDay,catching people unawares.It pours while at home,drizzles while at the arcade,pours while at Sentosa,pours at the beach.Floods start coming in,the seemingly harmless Rains,causing more damagethan expected.Rescue

Tact and thought. And utter stupidity.

2006-12-13T08:44:00.000+08:00
Warning: This is going to a complaining, bashing entry. KEEP OUT if you're allergic to that- Thank you.Terrible person: That's what I've been for a very long time... going in and out of 'scum' status for my entire life. There are days I wish that I would just stop being such a blasted idiot... To _THINK_ before I do anything. To stop taking things the easy way out and letting the rest of my body

Back from Japan: Cosplay coming up

2006-12-12T13:34:00.000+08:00
Okay... This is going to be a long rambling update- ^^;; Pardon me.Can you feel the love tonight: Whee I saw this multi-language video for Lion King's "Can you feel the love tonight" on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpmug6ODaWc ^_^ Love it~~ The changes in language are rather smooth, save for two or three transitions... Be-au-tiful. =) Darn, I've fallen in love with Lion King (1 and 2)

Helen, Bridge, and Manda.

2006-11-24T16:58:00.000+08:00
A normal rambling post ahead. ^_^Helen the baby fox: YES I WATCHED HELEN!! Okay, yes I'm a bit slow... But hey, that ain't a crime. =P I'm currently hopelessly in love with the movie. Just as I was crazy over Final Fantasy Advent Children. ...Okay, perhaps not. But either way, it's a really touching movie... Some parts really made me think... And the way Helen was hopping around and stuff... It

Working hard, and enjoying it. Partly ^^

2006-11-22T12:59:00.000+08:00
Impossible people: Heh, came across this article in WikiHow on how to deal with impossible people... Thought it might help some, and myself, sometime along the way... I like the last part. ^^ Do unto others what you would others do unto you. I've been letting other emotions get in the way of that recently. Terrible."Be a "possible" person. Human behavior is changed through positive modeling. An

Terrible, terrible road... with a Miya break.

2006-11-11T20:25:00.000+08:00
Sharp edges: I used to be able to talk to people without hurting them... The edges were always round and I knew how to bounce. Up, down... Up. But things change. My edges have gotten a bit worn out and the the sides are getting a bit rocky, all round. Bouncing is a little tougher than before, and the height is no longer as high as it once was.But I guess that's what they mean when we lose our

Thank you, best friends :)

2006-11-09T23:09:00.000+08:00
Okay... I'm gonna do another reminiscing and thank-you post again... Been going into these kinda moods a lot recently... ^^;; If I sound gay... ... *coughs* I'm afraid you'll have to bear with me, or of course, skip this post, or the first section-Past recollection: I suddenly remembered what my best friends used to say... "Don't be too soft-hearted! That's why everyone takes advantage of you!",

Too Close

2006-11-02T01:37:00.000+08:00
Too CloseNobody knows meI've always wanted it that wayNo one controls meThey never get me on the time of dayNo one has seen me cryI only do that aloneMy seamless mask of disguiseWatch how I runFar from the oneWhos gettingToo CloseMight just meet my expectationsDon't get too closeAfraid you'll see my desperationYour revelationsToo closeI had a loverHe came and took my mask awayNo suit of

Jaded & Thankies

2006-10-30T17:59:00.000+08:00
Jaded: Okay... It's really really sad how many people turn jaded at such a young age... It's really sad when you turn jaded and not trust anybody... I remember reading a line somewhere that said, "If someone betrays your trust, keep trusting and just be careful who you trust next time". I believe so. Just look at how many great people I know... ^^ It really is amazing how many good friends I have

The Baby

2006-10-28T01:31:00.000+08:00
The babyStands, thenFalls, with a loudThud.He cries out inmomentary Painthen Stands again, thenFallsAgain.3 times,4 times,10 times.The babyno longercries.At each Fall,he StandsAgain.At each Fall,he turnsStronger.Years pass, andthe babylearnsthe use of railings, andthe ability to balance.But one day,hands pushshoveslap, and heFalls again.Without any support,the hard contactHurts.he gropesfor a

Stuffing durian,

2006-10-18T23:17:00.000+08:00
Stress: Been extremely stressed, and my mind and body were both about to break down. Body did a force-shut down on me this morning, where I had to skip a tutorial because my head kept protesting violently everytime I stood to walk. Walking a longer distance prompted my entire body muscles to protest, as well. Good thing is that I got more rest I guess- =)Forgotten stress: Yeah, anyway, perhaps it